Free Falling

Well this week continues to be not the greatest. Last week kind of foretold this (starting about Wednesday but I could see it coming from earlier tho) but yea that was the slide, this is the fall. Last night there was hope because it was Tuesday Night Mario Kart and we (Eric, Steiner, Nathan, and I) got in some high quality MK action. We (everyone other then Steiner) are catching up to Steiner in skill. If we had another 3 months it might be vaguely equal. Alas we have 2 more weeks and then it's all over, possibly forever. That's how life is though. It just ends at some point.
Today was a let down so far. Usually lunches on Mon/Wed/Fri are great. I get to spend quality time with two of my good friends (it varies with the day) but today (and last week) Wed was lunch was basically eat and sit in silence. Perhaps I am just being paranoid but I am really worried I did something to piss her off. Frankly I have no clue what's going on, but it's been on my mind now because it feels like I did something wrong that I am not being told about (so I can at least apologize and then get lost if nothing else) but yeah that is really on my mind right now. For me, after God, friends and family are what it's about and well it seems like I am losing touch with one of mine now (actually quite a few, lots of people seem distant, maybe it's just me tho) and that worries me to no end. Whatever is going on, more then likely it's my fault, because this week seems like that just about everything is.
Getting off my self pity and worry since noone cares. People might be interested that Apple has updated iTunes. iTunes is now a year old and has sold 70 million-yes million- songs in that time. Quite a few. I have about 100 out of that number. I actually do buy music now since iTunes Music Store came to be. Go figure music industry. You actually made money through downloads!
A salute to Neph again for humor on the Exalted forums. In response to whether firewands-think one shot ancient flamer throwers-could be parried by Sam Gamgee he said: With an suddenly-unhappy Smeagol, if Sam is smart about it. This just cracked me up. Decent humor is sometimes hard to find on forums these days!