29 August 2005

Rollover

So it was commented on by one of my friends that Point is somewhat nicer in the summer when it's a much quieter little town and that it's sad that it's changing back to it's busier, noiser ways. It's been on my mind now for a couple days as well. Things are changing. August had a lot of changes and I realized that it's really just leading up to the massive schedule upheaval known as Fall Semester. I don't like change much. My life is running well if I am in a routine and can stay there. That will go away in a couple days though. Then I will spend a couple weeks resituating myself trying to balance everything and missing the long summer nights of hanging with people whose company I have greatly enjoyed. Now I know change in inevitable but that doesn't mean I can't have my simple dream.

In hindsight June 1 - August 31 hasn't been all that bad if I may predict two days into the future. I've made new friends and strengthened older friendships both very dear things to me. I'm still single and still wondering if I am reading signals correctly or not but if anything I'm in no rush as friendship stands above relationship for me (except in moments of weakness perhaps). I've learned more about programming in 3 months then in 3 years of college. Learned more about hospitals then in 20 years of life.

This is my moment of looking back as once again I step forward into another unknown. Seems to be the way the world works for me, 3 months at a time. Now to sleep and another commute.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Sounds like a rock-solid summer! Hope you have a good semester, too....I should be stopping up there soon, shouldn't I...